OMG!

Okay, OMG, OMG, OMG!  I have a dinner date tomorrow.  This guy emailed me on the site I'm on and I emailed him back and said, "sure let's meet."  Who needs all the stalker bullshit, right?  So I can just meet him and know right away?  Then we exchanged numbers and talked tonight.  He asked me about my profile how I said I didn't want any more kids (because his says he does) and I explained to him that I had cancer and cannot physically have any more children but would be open to adoption/foster care....and he still wants to meet!!!!  Good news is I didn't freak him out...bad new is, could he be a freak?  LOL.  He even said he appreciated my honesty.  So, I'm can't help but question myself, did he still agree to have dinner just to be nice or could he still be interested?  Who would waste money on a dinner he's not interested in?  I wouldn't, but I'm stubborn.  I know, I should just accept it as it is and go on about however, but I don't want to be completely naive.  Okay, but seriously, he really did sound like a nice person on the phone.  I actually enjoyed talking to him.

So we will see...but hell, I HAVE A FREAKING DATE!!!!

Hallelujah, it's raining men, hallelujah!!!!