Dating: Take Two

Alright, so after my freaky stalker dude, I had taken my profile off the site and ended that.  Now I don't know what's gotten into me tonight, but I decided to try another site.  I did my whole profile thing, including a photo (yikes) and actually joined for three months.  I hated to do it, but well, let's give it a try.  My way of thinking is that I should not have to pay to meet someone, but at the rate I'm going, I'll be rolling over in my grave and greeting a bag of bones before I ever get a date!  So I give myself three months to become more outgoing and try to meet somone.  This is sooooooooooo out of the box for me....sooooooo far past my comfort zone that I may just cry if I ever do even get a date!!!  (Let's just say I'm not really counting my chickens, but one can dream!)

Anyway, a guy emailed me tonight that lives in the community.  His profile pic is cute.  I emailed him back and then we started IMing and then it stopped.  WTF?  I don't know what I said because I didn't say much...maybe that was the problem?  Well, we'll see...I have a hard enough time being "social," I can only imagine how it's going to go with complete strangers.

Why am I so awkward?  Does it ever get better?