Third Wheel

2:56am...no use on sleeping now when we'll be on the road by 4:30.  I'm quite convinced that I'm going to end up being pushed aside and dragging along like a third wheel.  Not looking forward to this trip, but I want to see my grandma.  She's going to be 91 and what if this is the last time I see her? 

I had a horrible nightmare the other night that she was telling me she was talking to Bill.  That's my grandfather that has been dead for 12 years.  Then the dream went on to have someone standing over me in my bed yielding a knife.  I woke up in a sweat and haven't really been able to sleep since then.  I've just been kind of freaked out in my own house. 

Don't know what caused such a strange, crazy dream...but I dont think I'm quite over it yet.

Oh well...Merry Christmas and Happy Third Wheel to all.  :p