BLOG N' BITCH....Okay, so let's be honest here. I'm ready to date or to find someone special...but (whine) I really don't want to deal with the bullshit?!?!?! Isn't there just one normal non-bullshit suburban soccer-dad type kind of guy out there? See, I have a problem, I tell it how it is. Even my boss at work knows not to sugar coat with me. She knows I tell people how it is and I even tell her how it is. So, I'm not exactly PC at work, right? Like for example, I like my boss, she's been good to me, but others don't find her as accomodating. I told her. I walked up to her one day and said, "you know, people find you unapproachable because you make no effort to talk to us in the morning and you never smile." There you go, it's out. Right? That's what I want. Someone to just be how you be. Why do I have to get all fake and giggle or whatever? I am who I am and I'm too old for games. I've reached a point in my life where I am who I am and I'm not going to change. Accept me or move on.
So I have totally gone off track, I mean I haven't been rejected yet. But seriously? I am getting these emails like, "hey, are you interested in a hookup?" or "let me spoil you." Blah, blah, blah. My life now is not wine and dine (don't get me wrong, that would be nice) but I go to soccer games, and play chauffer and spend the evenings in the pool watching after a kid. I have responsibilities and what I am looking for is someone equally responsible. I don't have time to play games and don't want to waste my time on someone, who cannot even financially support himself or just wants a roll in the hay or has nothing in common with me or says things that they think will impress me. I don't know, maybe that turns me into Super Bitch, but this time round I'm not settling. I got more than myself to look out for and I don't deserve to settle for less. I've come a long way.
Obviously, I am going to have a very difficult time with this dating thing. I think I'm going to make a way better friend than a date. Shit!
Life is Valuable and Precious
14 years ago
3 comments:
It will come when your least expecting it! I know that isnt much help, but I had pretty much given up on dating once I met DH through yahoo personels. I know it is slightly different with you-but seriously when you least expect it, it will come!!
you know yahoo personals are no longer free? i haven't dated for 10 years...just feeling like i could start now but it's a crazy nutty world out there!!!!
they werent free when i met kev either-but he had to pay-he wanted to talk to me. yeah it is deff. a crazy nutty world-so be careful!!
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