Trying - Really Hard

I'm trying really hard right now not to be pissed off and incredibly disappointed at my church right now.  I thought I found a good thing but am currently second guessing it.
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Today I am grateful that I got out of the house, even if it did mean only to try on bathing suits (yikes!), that SNL appears to maybe be good tonight (haven't watched it in years), and that the kid got the postcards she's been pining for from Israel, both in the same day!